when the potter has ten years by LipstickandBruises, literature
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when the potter has ten years
i got this feeling tonight, that something was finally in place.
i don't really know what it was, but i felt like i was more than a little girl.
anyway i still like to lick the cake batter off of spoons.
i found this old picture that seemed to have strayed from it's original album.
it was water-stained and marked with age, but you could still make out the picture
it was me, six years old and sitting at the table in that apron grandma made me
i was smiling too, which wasn't very surprising. i was pleased from day one.
you learn to trust in things whether or not they've let you down,
it's a good reason to pull in tighter or point the bl
you and i are not saints by LipstickandBruises, literature
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you and i are not saints
we are all bad people at some point in time. we've all been found at our worst, or will be before we wither and die. so it's pointless to claim yourself a saint and to condemn others. i have recognized my own stains, and as terrible as they look on paper, i have repented and promise to all that is good, that i will never again repeat them. but as i have been told, reflection is key, and i've been searching for the key for quite sometime. now that i've felt the wear and tear of being a backup girl, i could never play with someone's heart again. it makes me nautious to even think that i ever thought what i was doing was humane. to me, he was t
evenings spent searching by LipstickandBruises, literature
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evenings spent searching
we were talking, you and i, about fate and chance. i'd never really felt inclined to speak to anyone about that subject because i'd always realized that every current situation is not able to be altered. but today, on the drive there, we talked of 'what ifs' and 'whys'. of course, the conversation ended in an accepting tone, and we decided it's a wonderful thing to be a part of chance. but really, i considered in my mind, the most secretive place. if i had never met you, where would i be? i mean, right now. it would still be 85 degrees outside on a wednesday night. those things cannot be changed. i then dismissed the thought again, for the s
various complications. by LipstickandBruises, literature
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various complications.
now, in the event that we stay stationary and my little heart gives up, i see myself in a hospital ward, and you peering in, hardly brave enough to make eye contact or shape any of few words from your mouth. i realize it is highly unlikely that any of this could happen, but these are breeding grounds for mosquitoes, still waters that we are lying in. on the other side of my mind, i am playing with the idea that your heart may remember what's important. that it may start analyzing the greater good. but you are like me. you change your mind like the weather patterns. too frequent to aid you in decision making, which i have always considered a p
vines grow thick on memories by LipstickandBruises, literature
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vines grow thick on memories
i swear to you that it's going to get easier
with time we'll be able to laugh again
and you will forgive yourself of sin
so hush, let it pass, don't move
i swear to you that it's going to get better
you'll be able to look me in the eyes
and your mouth will speak no more lies
so hush, let it pass, just breathe
i swear to you that we'll make it through
if this is love than you will remain
forever pardoned from the stains
so hush, let it pass, be brave
and when the feelings get too strong
then we can always pray to God
to hold us up because we've made it through
the violent storm that made us new
and when you're cracking under pr
you can see things clearly by LipstickandBruises, literature
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you can see things clearly
i've heard people lie to the ones they love, but they never get away with it. i don't even know where to begin, what to say to try and show you how i feel. i've always been a bit skeptical when it comes to refering feelings directly to the heart. all my pain has been centralled in my brain and i've never quite understood the meaning of a broken heart. now i do. it's this intense and awful feeling right in your heart and you honestly feel like death is nextdoor and you've no chance at life. being that i understand that now, i feel blind and used. i feel unwanted and cheap. i feel grateful. for some reason i can hold my arms open and give a sec
yesterday, my mom called the hospital to arrange her surgeory and she was asked if she wanted a private or semi-private room. the private room cost 44 dollars more a day than the semi-private room. she told my dad that a semi-private room would be fine, but then he insisted on a private room for her. he's buying her a pearl necklace for valentines day. they are in love. last night was robin's seventeenth birthday party. we went out for chinese food at this small and very modest place. we all decorated our corner with birthday stuff. everyone was drawing on the paper table cloth we brought along, so i drew a face on robin's hand. then i flippe
spine is not vital by LipstickandBruises, literature
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spine is not vital
and son, what does that say
when you can speak your words clearer
when you've downed a few drinks
you're tone is much more sincere
don't you question nature
when it casts your shadow downward
when a person reads your color
like a skipping record
it's really not a pretty sunset
when you see the color of regret
mixed up in our perception of beauty
that we have twisted to some degree
life holds problems in it's extremeties
coming across them like a desert horizon
or a painting of a girl like me
slightly off, roughly drawn
and son, what does that say
when you steal my glances away
when you plan it all out
to put my portrait on
From undercover metaphors
Comes sinking ships with wooden boards
When understatements taste so fresh
Your low points are your best
Unique is all it's cracked up to be
With sudden changes, painfully
And why mainstream's the devil
I'm losing grip on your so called level
I'm wanting more than what you hint
I can't see past your window's tint
You have this sense that you were born with
Hang a left, stubborn stiff
Drop me off, this second story guilt
Unclean notions, and my heart's spilled
As you're promising, to keep me on edge
And it's a waste of time, hung on the ledge
Stop putting me out to dry
Cause seconds not my style
God
friday night, at the punk rock show
your band played next, i got front row
could you see me watching you?
i noticed your arms were bare
and hey, this rue affliction
tangled in your dark brown hair
i understood the songs you sang
and parts branded my mind
i needed something to give to you
something to leave behind
i looked at my wrist, for my watch
11 and i had to leave
when i noticed this little white bracelet
a lock for your heart on your sleeve
and all of the clapping and screaming converged
as i slid it off my right arm
and i held it in my hand for a couple of seconds
while you packed up your guitar
my friends, they motio
too bad i'm jealous by LipstickandBruises, literature
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too bad i'm jealous
how, how could you care less
you're settling for second best
and i can see you talking to her
but i know that you deserve better (than her)
and i'll check the pulse
pinch for good measure
but there's something else
something deeper
fake the change
hide undercover
but i know
to keep quiet
i silently know
your secret
and i cry for you
because i feel your pain
they follow you
record your stains
we make plans for the weekend
you'll tell them i'm just a friend
but you know how i feel
you pull my strings
but i'm left
watching you all night
planning romance
before i start the fight
this one's for you sweetie
like when i hi
my favorite angel by LipstickandBruises, literature
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my favorite angel
there's this guy that i know
and he's worth a million dollars
and as strange as it may seem
he smiles on the rarest occasions
and none of us really know
what goes on inside his mind
and if you tell him just the right things
sometimes you'll catch a tear from his eyes
you've ruined the surprise
i've got to give him one more reason
to wake up and face the day
and somehow i've got to let him know
that i love him in every way
and eventually he'll understand why this is all so wrong
but love's not gone
we'll syncronize our reasons
just so he'll never catch us
upon the changing seasons
maybe restored hope will rust
but when some
his eyes, they caught me quickly
hoping to god our glance would hold
a boy i'd recently wished for
maybe a year too old
his hair made me want to know his name
but still his eyes, a blue glass
that was stained
leaving no possibility for words
what was i thinking,
she's been around
but it seems i already know him
from the night of pretend
where i planned out his gaze
but he'll walk by
i'm in a daze
then change moods
suddenly shy
drowning for a minute
a thrill for the day
a twisted version of 'tag you're it'
but i'm so sure you won't even play
i want to know, who lets you down
stuff that crushes you inside
i want to know
somehow they conned me
they're out to get me
they tie a dollar to a string
in hopes to get free
i can fake 'em out
still waters run deep
we asked only to find out
that you're a total creep
they encouraged it
told me you were cool
and i have to admit
while crashing on this bar-stool
that you had me fooled
a month long girl tool
but your hands never stay in your pockets
and when and why, i don't care
i'll still pretend you're not there
chance one, two, chance three, and four
but this wasn't a chance you took
from sketchy comments, this was a little more
i'll stop you, and make you look
i'm playing mute for a while
putting
we give up, as if
there's an art to it
put your heart into it
and we'll win
if we could only wake up
one more day, less
than the last
clip the wings, tie the fins
when we have to hide
our own burning light
then it only changes,
what's wrong to what's right
if you can tell a woman by her hands
then i can tell a man, by the way he stands
generalizations are "in" now
so it's fun to use words that categorize
just don't change to be awkward
you design your self worth
according to new trends
although you break all the rules
they'll bend back time and again
if none of us tried
they could never find
all the weak amoung us
we
We do what we can by LipstickandBruises, literature
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We do what we can
was it worth your time?
you doubted with no sense or guilt
have you made up your mind?
falling into this week long trip
on undecided notions
just go through the motions
and we'll get there in the end
only five more minutes
can you stand a couple seconds?
but when you loose, you loose it all
we'll leave it all within an error
and muted tones are the only things
that keep you awake
a clip of familiar settings
and certain phrases you've outgrown
the closest call you've taken
what once was gold, is crumbled stone
keep your straight face
hide your scars
tell us what makes you happy
and we'll avoid it with a smirk
your most gua
Personal Sacrafice by LipstickandBruises, literature
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Personal Sacrafice
you never said goodbye
i had no chance to change
you didn't even cry out for me
before i took the pill
it's blinding me
you're blinding me
it's closing over us
and the light just never felt so dark
inside our true confessions
you hid from me, and left me dead
a new-found secret that opened too many doors
for me to handle; it should be this way
you keep telling me that
take this pill; and forget, just forget
if you can't cry, and i can't trust
our bond of two was never there
and promises you never intended to keep
haunt you in your sleep
and fighting is all now pointless
because i'm scared or what's to come
it seems easier
i wanna tear up your gut
but god, i feel so weak
in my cordiroied khakis
and my dirty bare feet
you laughed, i guess my hair's a mess
and my abstinence of make-up
displays my freckled human flesh
lack of sun, you said, isn't always bad
but i wanna smash your guts
and it's really strange how your compliments are
cause they often make me sick
does she know your like this? why are you like this?
haven't you noticed i don't return your favors
am i not obvious enough, are you blind?
cause i can make it worse, but i won't
it's not everyday, someone's lover calls me pretty
in fact, that term is used so lightly, do you mean it?
i can
I love you both, but you're both acting like fucking three year olds... with ADHD and only one eye. Both of you, seriously, need to grow up. I do not want to hear any bullshit you may have to offer about one or the other not trying to be friends. I don't care if you are never friends, but at least don't be enemies. If anyone feels the same way, please let me know.